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Sweetest Love

She makes me so happy. Happiest ive ever been. And i’m so grateful for that. I feel soo lucky to have found someone that completely understands me, inside and out. With her I never feel the need hide anything. Like I could be my total self around her without worrying about making a fool of myself or something. We get each other so well :) We started out as best friends and I wouldnt have it any other way. I dont trust people easily, but with her my walls came down and I trust her with everything and that mean alot. It was scary at first.. But now i’ve fallen sooo hard for her. I’ve never felt so strongly for someone before.. Where I wouldnt mind being in their company every second of every day and not ever get sick of their presence. Or where i’d miss their absence so much, even tho it had only been a couple of days. She occupies my mind 24/7. I love her so much and I love being able to tell her that everydayy. She makes me feel so special and I would gladly return the favor, because she deserves the very best. Theres no other person in the world right now that I feel more comfortable with. We can talk about anything and everything, and it can go on throughout the day. She’s the person I want to talk to first thing when I wake up, and the last person I wanna talk to before I fall asleep so she knows that she was the last thing that was on my mind. I swear she makes me feel so lucky to have such an amazing person to call mine. I wouldnt rather be with anyone else but her. Theres no other way to explain it: I’m in love..

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Bedtime Thoughts

That moment when you’re layin in bed and your mind just wanders.. Well tonight I’m thinkin, how come society cant be more accepting? or I guess it kinda is, more than it used to be in the past.. But people are still so quick to judge. But then again why does everyone.. why are we so afraid to be open? I kinda know the answer to that, but at the same time I kinda don’t. We’re afraid of people’s opinions, we’re afraid to get hurt. But why should we care so much? Even to complete strangers, who we’ll probably never see again nor even really care about us.. And yet we still care about what they might be thinking. We want to look good all the time, we want to be part of the norm, or if we don’t we’re thought of differently. But what is normal? Everyones’s different in their own way. Normal is overrated. Afterall aren’t the ones that are different and stick out the most the people that we most often look up to and admire? But I’m kinda steering off from what I’m really thinkin about society.. I just wish it was more accepting and open, and that our differences didn’t really matter. I wish we didn’t care so much what other people think! I mean sure that’s all in ourselves, and you could change your attitude so that you wouldn’t care as much, but sometimes you just can’t help it.. I wish we weren’t so afraid. I wish I could do whatever I want.. I wanna hold her hand in public. I wanna wrap my arms around her when its cold outside. I wanna be able to speak openly about her with my friends without being afraid of judgement. I want those late night talks without hiding who I was talking to. I wanna be close to her without worrying if others would be suspicious or not. I just wanna be with her. Its really not much, but I don’t know if we’re ready for that just yet..